piew..it's going to over

I left one more paper on this friday. Perhaps I can get flying colour this time and do not disappoint myself again.
Ya, my gang of uni frens, all had been busy with own stuff. We were planning to hang out together after this paper. But things don't seems to sound good.
It was such a long time ago, since we farewell with mei yi and we never hang out together anymore.
The reasons are: no transport (actually got one car to fit in all of us but the driver don't wanna to drive), then they wanna bring along their boy friends so that they have nice car to go somewhere (which make me feel, "urgh, is this a gals outing?!"), then no money, wan save money, lazy to go out, this and that..etc etc
I feel so sad towards these excuses. Are these the reasons that we left our friendship behind. Come on, we can take public transport rite, it is not a big deal ok? Why don't u gals ask yourself whether you do really appreciate this friendship?
Ya, i admit that sometimes we do have some time matching problem, but i think we can try to solve it as long as we really mean to have a meet up.
Is this friday going to be a happy one, or just as normal doing our own stuff?? I wish we can really meet up and at least have a dinner together before the sem break start... Wish my dream will come true ^^