挣扎

心里不停的挣扎,
到底未来的路该怎么走..
空姐,会计师,化妆师,还是什么呢?
21 岁了,为什么, 那么快就21岁了.
要毕业了, 都不懂该往哪儿走..
跟着感觉走吗?
还念书时,就想快点毕业,
快毕业时,却好怀念那无忧的大学生涯...
是逃避吗?
是不想面对现实的社吧!

"我要一步一步往上爬..."
到底哪里才是出路呢?

最幸福的事

常常在听， 常常在想， 什么是最幸福的事呢？

原来父亲说的一点也没错，我真是身在福中不知福。

常抱怨他这样不对，那样不好，
却渐渐忘了。。。忘了他原来的好，忘了当初为何坚持在一起的理由。

回来的这几天，心里好想念他，
记得那天的嚎啕大哭，记得他的坚决，更无法忘记自己犯下的错。
他的坚决，是因为我伤他太深吗？还是对我太失望了。。
对不起他。

这几天，没有他在身边，才发现他的好，他的坏。

记得十八岁那年的生日，他给我的惊喜，

记得他送我的那只熊，完成了我儿时的愿望，

记得他为我准备的晚餐，为我洗碗时的模样，

记得准备晚餐时，他在背后搂着我的感受，

那年的情人节，他唱的那首“爱很简单”，

送给我的礼物，原来我挂在嘴边的，他都放在心上，

以为他忽略了我，原来他一直默默的付出，

原来最坏的坏蛋是我，
一直忽略了他的感受，是我！

虽然，他从不说爱我，
原来他的爱，用行动代替了他的言语。

我要好好珍惜，珍惜那可贵的爱，

我对自己说，
我要感恩，
我要惜福，
我要好好的爱他。

不敢保证，未来的我不会犯错，

但我会好好的，真心的去爱他。

为他准备晚餐，依偎在他怀里的幸福，
我要一直锁在心房，为我取暖。

贝，那天你看见了，打个电话给我，好吗？

20 july 2009

celebration of chong chuan and yin mun birthday.. once finish test, everybody get home to prepare d..went to blue dragon and Quattro after tat.. blue dragon at yulek.. the food is not very nice, the environment is ok only as the light is soooo deemm there.. so i don recommend u to got there..first time see waiter take order assisting by his phone light to write..next station at Quattro- unplanned.. gurls are excited bt guys are a bit passive..
but sitll, a good and enjoyable night to hang out together..hardly act8 hang out like this. first time act8 go clubbing together huh..and we hang out until 3am..
good nitezzz....

17-07-2009

a happy gals outing day.. break our record already.. we spent almost 3hours in one shop (sasa)..
cheers gal..

simple n happy day

hoho.. went to sing k with yp today at the jusco nearby.. a simple n happy day ^^

another new semester again

new semester starts again. and this is year3 sem 2now. need to pass up thesis by the end of this sem alr. still busy with studies. but still so doing badly.. wat's wrong with me..
hardly update my blog, coz i think no one will be reading my blog. so..umhh.. just let it be there la..
summore my pc after reformat cant type chinese words, make me hard to express my feeling la..issh.. another reason for nt updating the blog..
=.=" hope everyone is good out there~

Redang Trip 12-16 may09

A memorable n wonderful place that I misses so much..

misses the sea, the boat, the place, the people, the atmosphere..everything everything single thing there..
Hate the feeling of leaving, dislike the feeling of saying good bye..
But may be this is good for everyone, to keep those happy moments short n' simple..
The feeling of missing something aren't good but not that bad too...
Haha.. Can you get what I wan to say?
lolx...just crapping..

what is important is that:
"Dear friends, just wanna tell you all
I loves n''misses everybody so much~~
muackz >Ô< "